The Wayward Willis My Life Without Faith

11Dec/110

Lowering the Bar

Whenhen I was a Christian it seemed like everything I saw pointed to the truth of god's existence.  I had the Bible, my parents' word, my Sunday School teachers and preachers, any number of books and pamphlets, and nature itself bolstering my faith.  I felt like I had good reason to believe what I did and I didn't even have to look for evidence: everything was evidence!

That is, until I actually started examining my beliefs and my reasons for holding them.  What I found was not that the evidence for god was strong, but that I was willing to accept pretty much anything as evidence so long as it adhered to my preconceptions.  Those things that didn't conform to my beliefs were simply ignored without any thought at all.

Christian evidence

Christian? Evidence? Hmmm.

8Nov/110

Respect for Respect’s Sake

I've been in a number of debates in person and online where emotions flared and the conversation eventually boiled down to a variant of the following:

Why can't you just respect a person's beliefs?

Here's the problem with that: not all beliefs are created equal and not all are worthy of respect.  The person saying the above is usually emotionally invested in the beliefs I've questioned and is usually unable to present any rational reason for a person holding those beliefs in the first place.  What they're really saying is, "Since I can't defend my untenable beliefs I really wish you would leave them alone so I don't feel like I have to!"

25Aug/111

Debunking Myself!

I was emptying out a three-ring binder yesterday and found a paper I had written on August 3, 1999 for a Philosophy 1100 class at Webster University.  I still considered myself a Christian in 1999 and it wasn't until the following year that I even entertained the idea that I might be agnostic or an (gasp!) atheist.  I'll continue to document that journey through my regular posts, but I wanted to take a moment to  transcribe this paper and show that even I, on the verge of a huge shift in worldview, could cling to the most outrageous and fallacious arguments in the hopes of retaining that failing grasp on a faith that had, for most of my life, defined me.  In a strange and somewhat satisfying twist I'll address my own faulty reasoning and debunk myself.  Enjoy!

Debunking for Dummies